I have tried for years to get hummingbirds to visit my yard and my hummingbird feeder. I even took a wonderful class on hummingbirds. Nothing. Even with my dedication of keeping the nectar fresh last summer, still no hummingbird visits.
I have not seen a hummingbird since my visit to Rocky Mountain National Park, Colorado in 1993. I gave up after last summer. Did not even think of putting the feeder out this year. How mysterious life is.
Yesterday, for the very first time in 14 years, and the first time at my home, a hummingbird came to visit while sitting outside. I was awestruck and it made me feel a happiness I forgot I still had inside.
When Larry and I had our talk this morning, I told him I finally figured out what his sign should be to me after he has crossed over. A hummingbird visit. He looked at me and said "thanks for something easy!" Up to yesterday we could not come up with something meaningful. Had the feather drops, the hawk visit, the butterflies and the wasp. We both said it should be something different.
I believe the hummingbird paid me a visit to tell me that it may be my new animal totem from my hubby.
I so love this. I also agree about the visit.
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